Tuesday, March 22, 2005
okay.. i can sense sth bad coming. sigh i dont wanna think about it man. My horo telling me that i will have unexpected visitor. *PRAY* i dont want to have any visitor!!!! I guess i shall go out soon. OH MY GOD! 10.35am- TERRY JUST MSG ME! i told u !! i can sense sth bad coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD! Baby!!! im going nuts! SHANNON COOL DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

let me tell u people what happen

1) he msged me that he wanted to take a break then i think about everything in our r/s and decided to have a breakup

2) We didnt talked for a month

3) SOON after..he started msging me, asking whether i can make it for the GENTING trip with his family

4) i IGNORE him

5) He started to irritate me with many many calls, a trillion messages!!! BABY is my witness!

6) MY IGNORE EFFECT got me A VULGAR SESSION from him!!!! He say he dont wanna to see or hear frm me anymore. He curses me with the nicest words on earth, he managed to get the effect that will make me hate him for life! i will rmb how u treated me ok!

7) His mum and mummy bitched on the phone. sigh. mummy shldnt have called back without asking my permission. Im not very glad about it.

8) And now.. 10.35am, he msged me. 'sorri i offended ya..i waz juz too worked up..frustrated lah..i mean gd at the 1st place..but hearin no repli frm yaer was maddening datz wy..sorri aniwae.' PEOPLE BELIEVE ME! he is a nut case! now that he is saying sorry, soon after he will drown me with sweet honeyed words. think i care? no i dont! just fuck off ok! dont make me let baby handle it!!! i think it's clearer than water that i want to get out of my life. it's too late to regret and swallow back what you said. U said the most hurting wordz...i shld b the one saying i dont wanna hear from u anymore nor seeing u in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE! stop trying to ruin my life.!! im no longer there when u look beyond. NOW, i have open my eyes wide enough to see what's good and bad for me!

*okay.im going to watch some tv! calling kailing to continue bitching from yday*


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